Is “ugly” the new beautiful, and “evil” the new good?

September 17, 2007 at 6:21 am (World Of Warcraft)

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I have a question for all the Horde and sorcerer players out there — as well as anyone who plays their character in a so-called “evil” way. But first, let me explain where I’m coming from.

As you know, one of the main differences between the Alliance and the Horde is their sense of style. In fact, the question of what looks and feels good to players of either side may be one of the biggest areas of disagreement that actually exists between them. To a lesser extent, this sort of disagreement exists between classes as well. Warlocks give off a very different feeling from Paladins for example, and different people are attracted to each sort of “aura.”

Like many players, my sense of aesthetics and beauty fits in squarely on one side of this aesthetic equation, and the other side can be rather difficult for me to understand. I play in the Alliance, and my favorite races are usually the ones that are “beautiful” and noble-looking in a traditional sense. To me personally, the Horde races are hard to relate to.

I do sometimes start up a Horde character if I have a funny idea for roleplaying him or her, but eventually something about them starts to bother me. Now that the Horde has prettier blood elves to play, I admit this helped me a lot — I am gradually leveling up a blood elf alt in my free time — but somehow being a blood elf in the Horde feels rather out of place, as if I’m not really part of the Horde because I’m not hunched over with a ready-to-kill look on my face.

For a long time I couldn’t play a sorcerer either for similar reasons. The class just seemed inherently evil; summoning demons and stealing people’s souls seemed wrong somehow. Even though I knew it’s just a fantasy game, I still had no desire to mimic in the game something that would be abhorrent to me in real life. I often wondered: what is attractive about the look and feel of these characters to Horde and sorcerer players?

Now before you start pointing out to me the various inconsistencies in this sort of feeling (such as “how come you have a problem summoning demons when the whole game is about killing people?”) keep in mind that this is not really an intellectual or moral issue. It’s an emotional one. It’s about that instant feeling you get of attraction or repulsion to something without even thinking about it at all. You just know you like it or you don’t. In this case, I have one of those negative gut reactions to hunched-over monstrous player characters, as well as summoning demons and stealing souls, while many of you out there are deeply attracted to these things. While my eyeballs instinctively look at draenei or night elves and see “good,” then look at trolls and undead and see “evil,” many of you may look at trolls and undead and see “badass,” as far as I can tell, then look at draenei and night elves and see… “goody-two-shoes” and “prissy” perhaps?

Now, nobody here actually summons demons or has rotting flesh or horns or whatnot — far from it: you may even pray for world peace, volunteer at the soup kitchen, and sponsor a poor child’s education. In real life (I assume) we all see ourselves firmly in the “good” category, or at least we “live and let live.” I’m not questioning anyone’s morality or suggesting that the Horde players really are evil or misguided at all. I’m just wondering, when you charge onto Wow burning crusade, do you like to pretend to be nasty, evil, or “ugly” in some way? Or is it not ugly to you at all? Would you insist on another profit, like “badass” instead? What attracts you by the “darker” races and classes in the game? What repulses you by the “lighter” ones?

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